Suatu renungan penyingkap tabir rahasia

Aku adalah gadis yang engkau cintai, tidaklah semulia Khadijah

Tidaklah setaqwa Aisyah, pun setabah Fatimah

Aku hanya gadis akhir zaman

yang punya cita - cita menjadi sholehah

Lelaki yang aku cintai tidaklah semulia Nabi Muhammad SAW

Tidak setaqwa Nabi Ibrahim , pun setabah Nabi Ayub 

ataupun segagah Nabi Musa  , apalagi setampan Nabi Yusuf

Justru kekasihku hanyalah lelaki muda keturunan akhir zaman

yang punya cita - cita membangun keturunan yang Sholeh

Kami yakin pernikahan atau perkawinan

mengajarkan kami kewajiban bersama 

pernikahan atau perkawinan menginsyafkan kami perlunya iman dan taqwa

  

Untuk belajar meniti sabar , dan mearaih ridho ALLAH SWT

Karena memilik kekasih yang tak segagah nabi Musa 

justru kami akan tersentak dari alpha,

Kami bukanlah yang sempurna 

Kami cuma calon suami dan istri akhir zaman,

yang berusaha untuk menjadi sholeh dan sholehah

MUST READ THIS..I WRITE REASON Y MARRIAGES FAIL.....SOME GOT FRM UR LIFE....DONT ANGRY OK... :) LOVE U

WHY MARRIAGES FAIL…………….
The mean of marriage I think this is a state
or condition of a community consisting of a master a
mistress and two slaves. But many people have
different point of view. As some people says
marriages is a turning point of someone’s life where
two lovers unite their lives together in to achieve
happiness. Whether they achieve this aim or not
entirely depends on their communications with each
other as well as finding a behave. As the topic is
why marriages fail in my opinion there are some
factor to destroy marriage. And they are commonly
found in natural human relationship.
Many people have lack a vital relationship it could be
that they have never come to a specific point in time
when they are asked in to their lives and therefore
they have no impact on the marriage relationship.
The most solid reason I think many people have
a fantasy view of love. They quickly stuck with
an unloving person and become deceived into
believing that next one will be better. When there is
some problems instead of standing together through
them a couple tend to blame each other or think
something is wrong with the spouse and the way
they handle the pain.
Society has taught us that maintained is basically
good therefore couples fail to anticipate their self
centre natures that demand their own way.
Couples buy into the nation of a fifty fifty relationship
meaning they honesty expect their spouses to meet
them halfway.
If the people have not trust each other .if you
don’t trust on your partner enough to shares yours
thoughts ,feeling,desire.you will see yourselves
growing apart people who does not trust each other
can’t make it because trust is a foundation of a good
relationship.

TOO HECTIC A LIFE STYLE……

we are all busy
nowadays.the demand of our schedules leaves
a huge hole in the time with should be with our
spouse.if this countries it will take a large toll on
relationship.

BAD ATTITUDE PROBLEMS……

does someone
have an attitude problem that needs to b adjust?do
you always have to be right or always have find
word? are you one of those people who just nitpick
every little thing?are you selfish,greedy,whiny or are
you annoying? Do you taste in a hurtful way can you
never admit when you are wrong?
You have some work to do. A lot of relationship
breakup because of attitude problems like these.
work on correcting them before you lose your
spouse.

ARGUING ABOUT MONEY……

money issues come
up in every marriage when there is a lack of money
you feels the financial pressure of trying to pay bill
without enough income. If there is abundance of
money the focus may center on how the money is
saved or spent.
There is just a few reason why
marriage fail. Being aware of that these are potential
problems can help you lesson the effect of they
have on your marriage.so if we have a problems like
these we should solves those that our marriage is
save…..


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 !~ Xchief ~!

"From My Husband for Me"

As we lie beneath the stars,
We wonder who we really are,
I wonder what you see in me,
We'll fall asleep beneath the trees.

Run your fingers through my hair,
Show me that you truly care,
Day by day, and night by night,
When I'm with you I have no fright.

The day you told you loved me,
That's when I gave you the key,
To my heart, soul and mind,
I'm glad to know that you're all mine.

I want it to last forever,
To know that we'll always be together,
Feel no pain or sadness dear,
I want you to always be near.

In every hug and every kiss,
When I'm with you I feel true love exists.
Hold me close and never let me go,
Don't let me fall amidst the shadow.

For I am yours, forever it may be,
I am yours for all eternity.
I mean it all; all I've said,
Without you, a part of me is dead.



*U deleted it before as u told me u were angry at me, Well I will be expecting to see that on ur blog as I want to"

Love u My China Nonot

	kis ko ratoy ko jagao gey merey baad kahan jaa k jee behlao gey merey baad ab tu daikh kr mujhe chup jatey ho phir kis ko ye naaz dikhao gey merey baad kon lagaey ga apni bahoo ka takiya khud ko kis tarah sulao gey merey baad ic tarah pyar se kon bulaey ga tumhain meri chahat ko kesey bholo gey merey baad

A lonely heart with a little tear !!

Another poem, another line,
another girl pretending she's fine

Another hour, another day,
she wishes she could just get away

Another heartbreak, another tear,
another excuse she doesn't wanna hear

Another paper, another pen,
she writes she wants to be strong again

Another story, another lie,
another night that she will cry

Another band, another song,
another day passed slowly gone

Another scream, another doubt,
'Kill me while i'm down' to him she'd shout

Another forced smile, another broken heart,
just another girl wishing life would restart ..

Never Let You Go

Baby, I just want you to know

That i will never let you go

I'll always be there by your side

From now until the day i die

This is a promise for the heart

I knew i loved you from the start

I stood beside yo everyday

And showed you i cared in everyday

So from now on out my life is you

It's now a lie baby this is true

Forever and always is what we'll be

It now is us not just you and me

Together we will be as one

Until my final day is done

We'll fall asleep together every night

And awake with a kiss in the morning light

I cant wait for the day when we say I Do

Because I will always love you

So baby I just wanted you to know

That I will never let you go

I love how you make me laugh

I love how you make me laugh
I love how you make me cry

Tears of joy just seem to stream from my eyes
As I hear your beautiful voice, Such a beautiful voice.

I love you when you're mad
I love you when you're sad

I love you when you're glad
When you tell me of the day you just had

I love you truly
I love you deeply

Ever since the day
I talked to you.

I missed you, when you were gone
I miss you when your not around.

Making that stupid mistake that I regret so,
Hoping that your are a forgiver

Without you, my life is more of a strife
But now as the days go past
My love seems to be growing quite fast

I love you, i really do :)

For You

I've thought of nothing
But wonderful day dreams
Of you
Of heart beating
Earth shattering
Life changing
Wonder
And joy
In our hearts
As we dance together
Forever
Through cloudless skies
And wonderful eyes
And butterflies
And you are perfect
If only I
Were so perfect too
I'd be the perfect girl
For you

Happiness

Clouds in the mornings, are beautiful as can be,
Stars in the night, Shine down on me,
Both so precious, from what i see,
But you are something special, You mean way more to me.
My dreams of Joy, My dreams of Happiness,
All remained a dream, until this very day,
and now you stand here before me, curing me from all the illness,
Destroying all my fears.
I must say, You are something different, of course in a good way,
I would like to stay by your side, Until my very last day.
Now that i think of it, You are truly amazing.

I hope that you can see, that you mean so much to me,
You are the definition of true love,
Will you set me free?

For Someone I love ♥ ♥

This is for someone who was my best friend
This is for someone who promised to be there for me till the end
This is for someone who made me smile
This is for someone who treated me like princess for a while
This is for someone who hugged me when I cried
.This is for someone who always there to help me by my side
This is for someone who showed how fun life could be
This is for someone who didn’t need words to talk to me
This is for someone who stood beside me when there was no one
This is for someone who could turn my ordinary days into special one
This is for someone who accepted me with my mistakes
This is for someone whose love was true and not fake
This is for someone with whom I could sit silently for endless hours
This is for someone who  my everything- the sun, the moon and the stars
This is for someone who introduced to me the love that was true
This is for someone with whom the sky seemed a little more blue
This is for someone who made me feel whole
This is for someone who  the other half of my soul
This is for someone for whom I m the special one
This is for someone who’s gone now and again I am no one
This is for someone who promised to hold my hand till death
This is for someone whom I will love till the last of my breath

Did I have to tell you how I feel about you?

Did I have to tell you how I feel about you?
Or does it show in everything I do?
Do you feel what I feel when we touch?
Were all the signals I sent enough? too much?
Can you tell how I feel by my glances?
.The way I watch your funny little dances?
Even though I've said it, do you know how I feel?
It's the little things you do that tell me you're for real.
The way you watch me all of the time, especially when I read.
The way you reach out for me like I'm the only one you need.
It's the way you would rather watch me than any movie.
It's the little things you do that make your love easy to see.
I still wonder if how I feel shows in everything I do,
but I want to come right out and say that I'm madly in love with you

Happiness here now?

Happiness here now?

No more tears?

Smiling again...

 
my heart aches, when i think i wont hear from you

I don't know whats come over me

What if its L.O.V.E?

But wait, it's too soon

But I love talking to you

Just thinking about being with you

Puts me in a happy place

Day dreaming about you or us as 'one'

cuddling together

My body shivers just thinking about you

Every moment we talk makes my feelings for you grow stronger

I cant really explain it but i just want to let you now

I'M SO IN LOVE WITH YOU AND I DON'T WANT TO GIVE UP ON YOU!

LOVE

God knows since when you're in my heart
Since i'm there you have been with me
"I promise"
...You're the only one in my heart till eternity..

Life is like a long path
Where people just keep walking by
Whom are you waiting for then
Walk along till the end..

Love is like a sacrifice
Which people always have to bare
Let us take this sacrifice
To show that we really care..

I've been waiting all this while
Since i've met you in my life
I'll do anything for you
To show that "i love you" too . . .

Love And Hope

You finally know the truth, I have nothing left to hide
Why is it I feel so vuneralable inside?
You know I love you with all my heart                                                                    If I would have known I would have avoided you from the start
I just wanted you for a friend
I didn't know my heart would bend
Our friendship, is full of laughter and play
I never knew I would love you someday
All I know is how special you make me feel
Now this love I face is almost to real
What am I going to do
Next time I have to face you
What am I going to say
When I run into you someday
You have my heart, in the palm of your hand
This is so hard for me to understand
You didn't say it back, you didn't have too
I already know you feel it inside you
You didn't hesitate, you didn't skip a beat
When I said I love you, You asked when we could meet
And when we meet, I will proudly look you in the eye
I will hold my head up, I will not cry
If you ask me to I will proudly stay by your side
I would have nothing to hide
But that isn't going to happen even though you love me too
You will never belong to me- I will never belong to you
Even though our love is strong
And beside you is where I belong
By our love we our bound
You are the best I have ever found
I have to walk away
And hope you will be mine forever someday.

his last poem

payar meri zahniat ka ujra medan hua krta tha,,
love was used to be my unfertilized garden
bhuji hui zindagi jaisay bagair kirnon kay suraj,,
dead life just like sun without its corner
wo manzar nahi shabnam kay qatray thay chiryun ka sur surana tha,,
that was not the view it was the drops of dew, and beautiful sound of bangels..
bhar gai khusyon say zindagi tumhare anay say,,
my life was full of joy when u came into my life
dil hua mom jab dekha tujeh,,
my heart melts when I saw u
yehi sacha payar tha kia mahsoos mein ne,,
that was true love that what I felt
zindagi kay mukhtalif rastay badlay tu ne bata na paya tujeh,,
changed lots of things ways of my life but I couldn’t be able to tell u
dunya chut jati hai meri kam zehniat say,,
world left because of my lake of thinking
sochta hun jab bare mein tere,,
when ever I think about u
ati hai hur soo nazar khyal karti hui mera,,
I saw u thinking about me
darkhan hoti kyun hai tez meri koi tou hai,,
why my heart beats faster there is someone
koi tou hai,,ye mera wahm nahi,,koi tou hai,,koi tou hai
there is some one, this is not my illuisn there is someone

 

its for tanha chand frm her lover..who love her more then his life.. :)

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God bless u my love...

this love story is strange naa...

a boy love a girl..who he never see...

and never feel..never touch...nothing except phone and chat.....girl knows about boy everything..and boy knows about girl nothing except name....and all she told him is a mystery for a boy...a girl is prettiest one..and boy is nothing except a :)......i always try to find to whom i love...i will come online again on facebook and here tomorow 3:00 pm according to pakistan..i hope u also come....i will clear myself..i m not cheap and i m not wrong....u r first who love me...like this and who hurt me like this...the girl think i will forget her by passing of time..its her thinking...u will always be im my prayers INSHALAH..i want to tell u i always love a girl in yellow dress..i know about ur pictures when i met with u...after 5 days..but i wait that u will tell me by urself..but my love is not strong enough to make u enough strong to tell me the reality...sorry if i ever hurt u...i will always love u..n i will never forget u....i will tell to my family about u very soon.to my dady and my ami...INSHALAH...i will not make u liar..in front of ur mom..love u..have a good life...u make me unlucky my love....but dont make urself unlucky...never think u r unlucky...u hv a very gud life...just live for ur mother...not for me...u say u hv nothing..i tell u my personaly thinking..if i hv nothing in this world except my mom..i will consider my self the most luckiest person...i dont know  y u dont.......love u God bless u..my love..

 !~ Xchief ~!

I will remember.......

Tumhy Hr Waqt wo Guzra Zmana Yad Aay Ga,
u will always remember that past time

Na Hon Ge Hum To Hnsna Hnsana Yad Aay Ga,
when i will not be with u then u will remember that laughters

Bahary Jb dekho gay Tum mohbt me MiLny Ki,
when u will see spring of meeting the love

Tumhy Phir Ek Ek Apna Bahana Yad Aay Ga,
then again u will memorize ur excuse

Kabhi Jb Tor DaaLy Ga Koi Waady Mohbt K,
when the promises of love were broken

Tumhy Meri wafa Ka dard Yad Aay Ga,
Then u will remember pain of my faith

GLay MiL Kr Humay Rukhst Kiya Tha Aap Ne Jis Dum,
U left me from ur body after hugging..

Hamy Wo ApKa Aansu Bahana Yad Aay Ga,
I will remember ur crying

Mnaay Ga Na Jb Koi Tumhy Yun Rooth Jaany Pr,
When somebody make u her friend again

To Apna Rooth jana Mera Mnaana Yad Aay Ga,. . . . !
Then u will remember how I make u mine..

Zara tehro ...... Please wait!!

Zara tehro!
Please wait
chalay jana”
then go after some time
Mujhay kuch tum say kahna hea”
I have to say something to u
Zayada waqt nahin loon gi”
Will not take ur much time
Zara si baat karni ha”
Have talk few things
Na dukh apnay sunanay hain”
Not even have to share my sorrows
Na koi faryad karni hea”
Not have to request something
Na ye maloom karna hea”
Not even want to know this
K ab halaat kesay hain”
That hows everything now
Tumharay humsafar thay jo”
Who were ur friends
Tumharay sath kesay hain”
How they are with you
Na ye maloom karna hea”
Not even wants to know this
Teray din raat kesay hain”
Hows ur day and night
Mujhay bas itna kahna ha”
I just have to say

Mujhay tum YAAD aatay ho”
I miss u alot
BOHT HI YAAD AATAY HO
I really miss u alot

Kash tum DEKH sakty…

Kash tum DEKH sakty…
Wish u can see
Tuty huy dil ko
Broken heart
Behty huy ansuon ko
Dropping tears
Is adhury mösam ko
This uncomplete weather
Kash Tum PARH sakty…
Wish u can read
Mery hathon ki lakeron ko
Lines of my hand
Khawabon ki taberon ko
Deapth of dreams
Dil k afsanon ko
Stories of my heart
Kash Tum SÅMJH Sakty…
Wish u can understand
Mery lafzon ki gehrai ko
Deapth of my words
Honton ki sachai ko
Truth of my lips
Mehfil ki tanhai ko
Lonliness of a party
Kash tum JÖRR sakty…
Wish u can fix it
Iss DIL ko.. ..
This heart
Iss RISHTY ko.. ..
This realationship
Iss WADY ko.. ..
This promise
Lekin ye soch kr khamosh ho jata hun.. ..
But I kept silent by thinking of something

KASH .. .. Tum JAN sakty is MOHABAT Ko……….KASH KAASH
Wish u can understand this love wish wish

I wished alot but I didn't got him/her,
I tried a million but distance didn't vanised;
The world constrain him/her this much that...,
He/she didn't even react at my voice;
I begged to God to give me him/her,
God didn't listened my any prayers;
I asked everyone why I didn't got him/her,
Everyone said u weren't made for eachother..!!

Mein ne to bohat chaha magar wo mila he nahi …
Laakh koshish ki magar fasla mita he nahi…
Us ko majboor zamane ne is kadar kar diya k…
Meri kisi saada par woh thehra he nahi…
khuda se jholi phela kay manga tha usay …
Khuda ne meri kisi dua ko sunna he nahi…
Har aik se pucha sabab us kay na milne ka …
Har eik ne kaha woh tere liye bana hi nahi…!!

Qasam Lay lo Tmharay bad, Kisi ka khwab daikha ho,kisi ko hm ne chaha ho, kisi ko hm ne socha ho, kisi ki arzu ki ho, kisi ki justju ki ho, kisi ki raah daikhi ho, kisi ka qurb manga ho, kisi ko sath rakha ho, kisi se aas rakhi ho, koi umeed bandhi ho, koi dil me utara ho, koi tum se pyara ho, koi dil me basaya ho, koi apna banaya ho, koi rootha ho to hm se, usay ro ro manaya ho, December ki haseen rut me, kisi ka hijr jheela ho, kisi ki yad ka mosam, mray angan me khela ho, kisi se bat krnay ko, kbi ye hont trsay hon, kisi ki bewfai pr, kbhi ye nain brsay hon, kbi raton ko uth uth kr, teray dukh me na roye hon, qasam le lo tumharay bad, hum ek pal b soye hon, qasam lay lo tumharay bad, kbi jugnu, kbi tara, kbi mehtaab daikha ho, qasam lay lo tumharay bad, ki

"I can swear that after u, I have seen dream of  any1 else,I have wanted any1, I have thought abt any1,I have wished about any1,I have asked for any1,I have waited for any1,I have wanted to be with any1,stayed with any1,I had any hope,allowed any1 to be in heart,any1 cute then u,any1 be in heart,made any1 mine,any1 be upset with me,n I made happy anyhow,in beautiful time of december,suffered for sm1,thoughts of sm1,played in my yard,to talk to sm1 , this lips suffered,n sm1 bewafai(not honest in love),this eyes cried,getting up in nights,cried in ur pain,I can swear that after u, I have slept even for a moment,sometime sparkling light,sometime stars,sometime sun or moon, I can swear that after u"

And said "I love you too"

I ask not for love
But to be held so tight
That no thought of
falling
Slips through my mind
But yet you did both
You held me
close to your heart
As we lay together
In the morning dew
With no other thought about
Anything but you
And you wrapped me around you
Like a blanket
And whispered "I love you"
As we lay there I thought
About those three words
And said "I love you too"

I love u my life

Love used to be at the back of my mind.
Dead and lifeless like the sun with no shine.
Then you came along and showed me love is beautiful.
You brought me to life, so strong and spiritual.

The day that I saw you, my heart melted.
It was true love, because I felt it.
You changed my life in so many ways.
Some of them I can't ev......en explain.

When I think of you, the world just leaves.
From my mind and from my dreams.
I see someone that is caring and full of heart.
Someone daring, someone special, someone to share my heart.

I made this poem only for you.
To think of me when you're feeling blue.
I Love You!

Love Hurt

Everyone Says Love Hurts..

But That Is Not True..

Loneliness Hurts..
Rejection Hurts..
Losing Someone Hurts..
Envy Hurts..

Everyone Gets These Things Confused With Love..

But In Reality Love Is The Only Thing In This World That Covers Up All The Pain And Makes Someone Feel Wonderful Again..

Love Is The Only Thing In This World That Doesn't Hurt..

I’m here again
A thousand miles away from you
A broken mess
Just scattered pieces of who I am
I tried so hard
Thought I could do this on my own
I’ve lost so much along the way
Then I see your face
I know I’m finally yours
I find everything
I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole ♥

When you love someone so deep inside

When you love someone so deep inside,
It seems like it's so easy to hide.
You've loved him for so very long,
You would think he could do no wrong.

Every day you would hope and pray,
That he would always stay this way.
He treated you like you should be treated,
You thought your life was finally completed.

You thought your love ......was growing true,
And then one day it was all so blue.
He started putting you down and it hurt,
You thought all you were to him was dirt.

He started ignoring you and you wondered why,
All you wanted to do was curl up and die.
You thought your relationship would never end,
But that was all so fake and pretend.
This love runs on emotion.

Have You?

Have You ever loved someone
But knew they didn't care?
Have You ever felt like crying
But Knew you'd get no where?

Have you ever looked into their eyes
And said a little prayer?
Have you ever looked into their hearts
And wished that you were there?

Have you ever felt their heartbeat,
When the lights were turned down low?
Have you ever whispered "God, I love You"
But you'll never let me show?

Love is grand, yet it hurts so much.
The price you pay is high.
If I could choose between Love and Death,
I'd rather choose to die.

So do not fall in love, my friend,
It doesn't pay a dime.
It only causes broken hearts,
Yet it happens all the time.

So do not fall in love, my friend,
You'll hurt before it's through.
I ought to know, my friend -
I fell in love with you.

I wish i can hug U now :(

I wish so much that I could hold you.
A simple desire, yet so hard to do.
This is a love so hopeless, but yet,
As hard as I try, I can not forget.

I want to move on, I try every day,
to get a grip on these feelings and throw them away.
But everyday I pathetically remain,
Adoring you amazingly with nothing to gain.

I want to let go of what I’m holding so tight,
and let these feelings trail off into the night,
But as soon as my hold loosens, I grab and don’t miss
Because I don’t know how to feel anything but this.

I’ve become dependent on these feelings, that I feel every day,
without them I’m lost and my hopes are astray.
So now I don’t know how to live on my own,
Without thoughts of you, I’ll be so alone.

I want to get over you, but you’ve changed me too much,
All I want is to hold you and grasp on and clutch,
Because you are the one. I don’t want to let go.
You’re everything I need, you’re all that I know.

I tried to move on, that’s something I can’t do,
But no matter what I think, I only want you.
I just need some time, when I can, I’ll move on,
I’ll face life without you when I am strong.

But for now I just can’t, that’s way to tough,
I didn’t know falling out of love could be rough.

I Carry Ur Heart

I carry your heart with me (I carry it in
my heart) I am never without it (anywhere
I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)

I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) I want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)

My love is true

Of all the guys I've ever met
You're the one I can't forget

If i should die before I wake
I'll wait for you at the golden gate

If you're not there by judgment day
I'll know you went the other way

I'll give the angels back their wings and golden harps and everything

And just to prove, my love is true
I'd go through hell to be with you

Love for a Hand

Two hands lie still, the hairy and the white,
And soon down ladders of reflected light
The sleepers climb in silence. Gradually
They separate on paths of long ago,
Each winding on his arm the unpleasant clew
That leads, live as a nerve, to memory.

But often when too steep her dream descends,
Perhaps to the grotto where her father bends
To pick her up, the husband wakes as though
He had forgotten something in the house.
Motionless he eyes the room that glows
With the little animals of light that prowl

This way and that. Soft are the beasts of light
But softer still her hand that drifts so white
Upon the whiteness. How like a water-plant
It floats upon the black canal of sleep,
Suspended upward from the distant deep
In pure achievement of its lovely want!

Quietly then he plucks it and it folds
And is again a hand, small as a child's.
He would revive it but it barely stirs
And so he carries it off a little way
And breaks it open gently. Now he can see
The sweetness of the fruit, his hand eats hers.